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Can't center myself


Tue, September 28, 2010 8:28 AM

Hello everyone,

I  hate to vent but I so feel like I need to get this out. I have had CD for over 15 years and have had ups and downs--never been in remission really and had one surgery--small bowel resection. This past month though I cannot seem to get my head screwed on right. I know what I have to eat to help keep my symptoms calm and I just keep sabotaging myself. I have wracked my brain to figure out why? and I cannot. Sometimes I get so sick of eating the right food that I just want to have a pop tart--but usually I am over that in a day or two. But I have not been able to shake the feeling of injustice and self-loathing then follows. ARGH. Any advice? I tell myself to just suck it up and deal and do what I have to do to feel better and function. I know that is what I have to do but some part of me is just not willing to do it. Sorry to vent I am just feeling so powerless.-- AC

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Joined Sep 28, 2010

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